Frustrated

 Good Evening everyone! Ugh! I am so frustrated! Yesterday was my 45 day review with Brock, and some of the way that the wording made me angryv to the point that I had to walk away. 

Certain statements when they are said to me can trigger me, and when I hear them lately it irritates me even more. For so long I have been trying to keep my cool, and not lose it with my staff. 

I talked to Brock, my positive support person & friend about this, and he helped to calm me down.

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