Frustration

 I am so grateful that Brock made himself available to me,be becausenot a lot of Possitive Support Service people would but I am pretty sure that there are those times that I need to reach out to someone.


Have I thought about hurting myself in the last few months? If you want me to be honest, sort of. I don't mean kill myself, I am not that stupid, but there have been times that I have considered harming myself physically and it at times like that that I realize that the best thing for me to do is blog, pray, or talk to a friend.

Have any of you gone through something like that? killing yourself is long term salutution to a temporary problem.

Please seek out help for problems that you are dealing with and remember God loves you so do I!

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